Sunday, October 07, 2012

Well

I have this urge to write ..... It was also recommended to me - for therapeutic purposes .... Yes I have moved to France an year ago .... No I do not regret it ...I will do the same all over again Yes my head did not take it very well - hence the "depression" and the tiny white pills I take every day .... Yes I am OK with it even if it is hard to accept that we are not that strong as we presume - It would be also better if I could sleep ... without mixing the pills and small quantities of alcohol... Yes - I miss my friends and the past preoccupations I had No - I do not miss being a "slave" to those who had mistaken my loyalty with stupidity .... Yes I love my guy - I love his family even if it has problems like all families, the place even if it is planted in the middle of nowhere. No I do not like the people here - but then again I never was a people's person so sometimes the distance mentioned above is a blessing Yes I have two dogs in my lap as I write right now - completing this fuzzy feeling of a lazy Sunday that we have - Yes it is Rare for us to do nothing on a Sunday Ahhhh - I feel much better And no - it's not the pills Now if you'd excuse me ... I'm gonna go make ourselves a pizza - Beer is already in the fridge Ta Ta

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