So ....

you are wondering what else is going on .. Life happens ... even if you like it or not People we know discover they have brain tumors... People we know fall in love, others out of love and if by any chance they are in the same couple, they decide to stop all , sell all and forget all ... People we know that are not afraid of commitments get married or give birth ... Me ... well ... I'm kinda reorganizing my life ... Still searching for the right place ... Some one said "when nothing goes right - hug your dog" Lucky me I have two ....

Well

I have this urge to write ..... It was also recommended to me - for therapeutic purposes .... Yes I have moved to France an year ago .... No I do not regret it ...I will do the same all over again Yes my head did not take it very well - hence the "depression" and the tiny white pills I take every day .... Yes I am OK with it even if it is hard to accept that we are not that strong as we presume - It would be also better if I could sleep ... without mixing the pills and small quantities of alcohol... Yes - I miss my friends and the past preoccupations I had No - I do not miss being a "slave" to those who had mistaken my loyalty with stupidity .... Yes I love my guy - I love his family even if it has problems like all families, the place even if it is planted in the middle of nowhere. No I do not like the people here - but then again I never was a people's person so sometimes the distance mentioned above is a blessing Yes I have two dogs in my lap as I write right now - completing this fuzzy feeling of a lazy Sunday that we have - Yes it is Rare for us to do nothing on a Sunday Ahhhh - I feel much better And no - it's not the pills Now if you'd excuse me ... I'm gonna go make ourselves a pizza - Beer is already in the fridge Ta Ta