Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Nimeni nu mai scrie ... Rasfoiesc pagini de blog si citesc primele randuri ... sunt aceleasi care le-am vazut si ieri, saptamana trecuta sau poate chiar acum o luna ... Gasesc pe un blog un link cu Moonlight Breakfast ... imi place - e nou si culmea e romanesc ... Faith in humanity - half restored ... Se mai fac lucruri frumoase ... Unii mai au inspiratie si sunt creativi ... Nu e ceea ce pot spune si despre mine.... Locul meu preferat zilele astea e varful canapelei unde pun lumea la cale si creionez in linii mari "ze so called future". Poate ar fi cazu' sa cresc mare si sa accept miscarea facuta.... Poate ar fi cazul sa incep sa traiesc viata adevarata ... nu doar sa mi-o inchipui ... Anyways ... mai trebuie sa lucrez la capitolu "tartacuta" ... Nu e coapta inca .... In the mean time .... profit de bunavointa omului de langa mine care ma tolereaza din toate punctele de vedere - Cred ca se numeste dragoste si incerc sa i-o intorc cu varf si indesat ... E frumos ... Cand ne trezim dimineata si imi zambeste se schimba intreaga perspectiva ... Merci la vie

Monday, October 22, 2012

So ....

you are wondering what else is going on .. Life happens ... even if you like it or not People we know discover they have brain tumors... People we know fall in love, others out of love and if by any chance they are in the same couple, they decide to stop all , sell all and forget all ... People we know that are not afraid of commitments get married or give birth ... Me ... well ... I'm kinda reorganizing my life ... Still searching for the right place ... Some one said "when nothing goes right - hug your dog" Lucky me I have two ....

Sunday, October 07, 2012

Well

I have this urge to write ..... It was also recommended to me - for therapeutic purposes .... Yes I have moved to France an year ago .... No I do not regret it ...I will do the same all over again Yes my head did not take it very well - hence the "depression" and the tiny white pills I take every day .... Yes I am OK with it even if it is hard to accept that we are not that strong as we presume - It would be also better if I could sleep ... without mixing the pills and small quantities of alcohol... Yes - I miss my friends and the past preoccupations I had No - I do not miss being a "slave" to those who had mistaken my loyalty with stupidity .... Yes I love my guy - I love his family even if it has problems like all families, the place even if it is planted in the middle of nowhere. No I do not like the people here - but then again I never was a people's person so sometimes the distance mentioned above is a blessing Yes I have two dogs in my lap as I write right now - completing this fuzzy feeling of a lazy Sunday that we have - Yes it is Rare for us to do nothing on a Sunday Ahhhh - I feel much better And no - it's not the pills Now if you'd excuse me ... I'm gonna go make ourselves a pizza - Beer is already in the fridge Ta Ta

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

To start rewriting .... or not to restart rewriting .... I should admit that rewriting sounds tempting .... We'll see ... we'll see Hmm

Thursday, October 07, 2010

Drops



Michael Nyman - The Promise - The heart asks pleasure first

Saturday, June 05, 2010